The Heaven Inside

I'm here.
The pounding begins
my heart thumps
my head sways
I'm ready.
It belongs to me.
 
If I can find the answer
Writtenon my palm
Sitting here anxiety ridden,
I call it calm.
I realized I've been dropping bombs
like it's 1962, showing those around me
If we could only live: free.

Fuck the correct terms, or what it all means.
I'm living my life out, following my dreams.
I can make it go on, and cut the shit up,
place it on my computer, press eject
fuck it all up.
It's my art.

Close conversation makes me shake
Fear arises, I can't relate.
An Iphone sings
Gorilla rings
Feliz Navidad

I am the biggest procrastinator that I know.  I have a paper to write, I woke up at 11 and instead of doing it, I'm sitting here procrastinating.  This is going to be interesting.  ..Ay babay..  if I was a bag of skittles, i'd be the grape flavored ones.  Red and Blue, combine those together and you get me. 

I'm stuck in this combination following the after effects of democracy.

• 23:12 I can't wait till home #
• 00:08 I've found myself at this place before dreaming of the ideals of dem #
• 00:11 Im on the road to recovery listening to hopeful words of enocouragment! This paper will be done and my heart will go on. #
• 02:55 Work is over #

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• 10:18 Woke up feeling not so great again, isla vista does that! Can't wait until Wednesday. #
• 00:57 Time to start droppin bombs #
• 01:24 It's too Short by a few seconds #
• 01:37 I am so tired can't jeep my eyes open nut have two more hours of work left #

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• 15:04 Emotional state right now: free #

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• 08:30 Thank goodness I can twitted Again #
• 08:51 writing a research paper thesis before it due shhh #
• 10:33 #magpie Earn online recognition by publishing your articles to ArticlesBase is.gd/8hFI #
• 14:07 This is interesting ..... #
• 18:53 Helen hunt and mel Gibson lovessd this movie #
• 23:31 I am working blahst Fridays #

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I find it very, very, very easy to forgive.  I'm a forgiver.  Everyone deserves a second chance.

BUT NOT WHEN YOU LEAVE THE KITCHEN A DISASTER FOR A WEEK. 
& we already have to be cautious about bugs.

The tori nuclear bomb  is about to explode, and no one wants to see that.

• 10:27 Hello montecitos on fire, college got burnt down, Santa barbara safe only cuz we burnt down over the summer. #

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• 10:28 Just dance yeah just dance #

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• 10:18 Same sex marriage allowed in conetticut!! Yes. Come in alifornian judges jump on the band wagon!! #

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